it's now 2008. because this is eight days late, there are eight days of thoughts and feelings which i have not expressed. i can attempt to catch up, but it will not be as detailed and eloquent as one might have hoped. all there is left to do is begin.
recently, i have noticed a change, a crisis occurring to me. unfortunately it is one that is extremely materialistic and superfluous and sounds ridiculous. however, it happens to be bothering me, and i need to vent to something that won't label me as self-centered. i have always been known as the blonde lewis child. all three other children have the red hair i've always joked about wanting. i guess you could say somewhere someone or something listened to me and my wish is taking place. i've ignored what everyone has been telling me the past few months about the tints of red my hair possesses getting greater, but i can no longer tell myself my hair is just darkening like it does every winter. i am becoming a redhead, and with this picture i end my "kara" rant.

moving on. these past few days have been interesting. of course new year's eve proved to be every bit as fun filled as i had hoped. it ranged from babysitting sixteen kids from six to about nine in the evening to going to reed's for an eventful, wished to be remembered evening. i have spent days and nights rediscovering my youth. i was given sea monkeys for christmas, and they are thriving beautifully. not only this
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yes, it's another unfinished post stopped midsentence. but they're thoughts and should be shared. sea monkey update? they're thriving, but they are strangely disturbing. 1/28/08