pouring.

this is my method of release, of purging my system and telling all a little about me, so it's only right to let this out. i love you. to any who seem to be reading this, you may see this as immature, corny, or cliche. however, this is something i need to release because it has been an underlying cause of many mixed emotion days, torn thoughts, or false happiness. so let me reiterate this, i love you.

i regret not saying it, however, if i had i feel like it would be so much harder on us now. that simple, commonly overused phrase is a novice concept for me. i have realized it by denied it to myself at the same time. i knew i cared, so much, but i told myself it was not

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draft published 1/7/2009