i'm sorry.
i'm sorry i speak before i think. i'm sorry i hold it all in and let it out all at once. i'm sorry i talk more than i should. i'm sorry you think you can't trust me. i'm sorry you are upset because of me. i'm sorry i care. i'm sorry i let you get the best of me before i should have. i'm sorry didn't say it back. i'm sorry i talked behind your back. i'm sorry i lied. to your face.
i'm sorry i'm real. i'm sorry i don't wear tons of make up. i will when i want to and i don't like to so that is RARE. i'm sorry that i'm not going to yell at someone unless they really REALLY piss me off. it's not in my nature. i'm sorry i'm not stick thin like her. i'm sorry i have curves. it won't all disappear so i can be unhealthy looking like her. i'm sorry i stay in shape. i'm sorry that i ask retarded questions.
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this post was never finished, so here it is in draft form. it was what i felt on that date, at that time, in that moment. i will never know what i meant to say, what emotions i felt. therefore, i am posting this as a glimse into the past. into the kara from before. into the kara to some extent of which i still am. 11/3/2007
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Saturday, April 14, 2007
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
and you are in an advanced placement class?
okay people. to start off let me explain.
number one. this girl is SO booksmart i can barely comprehend it. but i think that's all she has going for her in life. hopefully she will do something that meets her needs such as becoming a librarian. therefore she can be smart and read without having to show other people how RETARDED she really is. god forbid her becoming a teacher. mrs. story's twin dare i say? oh lord i hope not.
number two. she is VERY moody. people can't help the fact that they can't pronounce your name due to the fact your parents combined their first names to make yours. at least she doesn't follow the trend the rest of her "people" have started and pick random consonants out of a hat and sticking vowels in where they "look good". she freaked out becuase we were talking during the graduation tests. if you couldn't take those in like twenty minutes, i'm sorry, but there is something seriously wrong with you.
now on to the purpose of this post.
we were watching a movie on harry truman today in ap us history and it talked about him being so nearsighted that he memorized the army's eye exam chart to get into the military. the movie ends and, i kid you not, she asks, "so wait. you can't be blind and in the military?"i was like aljrdfaljfaufaorea. she did NOT just ask that.
someone please explain to me how you can ask that yet be in a college course.
is this what schools are coming to these days?
number one. this girl is SO booksmart i can barely comprehend it. but i think that's all she has going for her in life. hopefully she will do something that meets her needs such as becoming a librarian. therefore she can be smart and read without having to show other people how RETARDED she really is. god forbid her becoming a teacher. mrs. story's twin dare i say? oh lord i hope not.
number two. she is VERY moody. people can't help the fact that they can't pronounce your name due to the fact your parents combined their first names to make yours. at least she doesn't follow the trend the rest of her "people" have started and pick random consonants out of a hat and sticking vowels in where they "look good". she freaked out becuase we were talking during the graduation tests. if you couldn't take those in like twenty minutes, i'm sorry, but there is something seriously wrong with you.
now on to the purpose of this post.
we were watching a movie on harry truman today in ap us history and it talked about him being so nearsighted that he memorized the army's eye exam chart to get into the military. the movie ends and, i kid you not, she asks, "so wait. you can't be blind and in the military?"i was like aljrdfaljfaufaorea. she did NOT just ask that.
someone please explain to me how you can ask that yet be in a college course.
is this what schools are coming to these days?
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